Some part of Ronan isn't expecting Adam to agree so readily. Not because he thinks Adam has anything to hide, but because it means an even more profound level of trust. It means facing some of the things Ronan's done, some of the choices he's made, not knowing what the end result might be. He's never been inside anyone but Adam, has never had anyone else inside him and every time they've had condoms.
But who fuck knows what diseases Kavinsky has in his mouth alone.
The agreement is heady, the idea behind it even more overwhelming and Ronan nods jerkily, nerves buzzing as he grapples with the condom, finally fitting it over his length and then shifting again, this time kneeling fully between Adam's spread legs.
"Next time," he agrees, leaning forward to support his weight on one arm and reaching down with the other to tilt Adam's hips upward. Licking his lips, he lets go only to guide himself down the crack of Adam's ass and then back up again, slow and teasing, the tip catching almost playfully at his rim. "It's only ever been you," he says, hoping Adam will know what he means -- the sex and everything else that comes with it. Grantaire had been about release, Kavinsky had been a fight.
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Date: 2016-07-13 05:15 am (UTC)But who fuck knows what diseases Kavinsky has in his mouth alone.
The agreement is heady, the idea behind it even more overwhelming and Ronan nods jerkily, nerves buzzing as he grapples with the condom, finally fitting it over his length and then shifting again, this time kneeling fully between Adam's spread legs.
"Next time," he agrees, leaning forward to support his weight on one arm and reaching down with the other to tilt Adam's hips upward. Licking his lips, he lets go only to guide himself down the crack of Adam's ass and then back up again, slow and teasing, the tip catching almost playfully at his rim. "It's only ever been you," he says, hoping Adam will know what he means -- the sex and everything else that comes with it. Grantaire had been about release, Kavinsky had been a fight.
And Adam's... Adam is everything.